I don't know if this scenario has happened to a few of you...


But wow, okay this is really unnerving. I come back after a few days, heck even weeks and STILL, this deviation is the only thing that gets cred: [link]

I feel really pissed off over my 'Anime and Cartoon' creation since I can't seem to be able to draw any fucking else besides the two characters in that deviation. Ever since she got a lot of views I've been cornered on trying to do something with that annoying freak!! It's like Cyke's possessing me with her reverse colored eyes and messing with my head and that black-eyed Jenny too! This is just depressing the hell out of me since I really want to draw something else besides them. I've been resisting the urge to post anything similar to her since every new character I make has her as a basic framework. SO in essence, I've only been able to make variations of the same damn thing... for a whole year. one very sad year.

I can't bring myself to trash some of my works of her since she's just the fucking parasitic majority in my gallery. If anyone can distract me to something else, please PLEASE do so (anything but anime, it's what got me in here the first place)! I cannot take it anymore! I never meant for her to get this much attention than she actually deserves.

I never even intended for her to have any emotional depth or character, which might be why she's so easy to draw for me. This notion just forces its way into me, that the shallower a character I come up with, the better. The stupider and flamboyant a character the better, the more outlandish the appearance all the more. It's also a backward approach for me since this is definitely encouraging less creativity on my part.

AUGH.

I am so embarrassed for making this admission but god damn I am not going to let her dominate me like this anymore! This is seriously making me lose any and all ambition I have in drawing in general.